change is the word but had no idea it wud be so drastic.A day which meant the world to me has lost its meaning today.For how long this phase will continue to rule me??I need a change but a happy one..please god or my guardian angels if i have any..(i doubt this)..change the course my life is moving towards for i never thought this to be the end result...i wanted small but different ending to this one thing which ruled me.. :(